Hello. i love Strawberry kiwi juice and i am a very random optimistic happy person. "you're a grown up now" Mydad. Maybe i am, maybe im not. i could be a immature selfish moron. or maybe even a bitch. you never know. ill just let life lead me. instead of leading my own life. Dont mess with mother nature. missoptimistic.

Hi. im j. my name might not ever be revealed.

WeiWei
Ashley T.
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My thankyous.
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DESIGNER. sheryl

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okay okay, i've given you guys your achives!!!

yay :) today was a success.
the morning was great. apart from huggin jason. such a lamo.
grrrrr. oh well.
during lunch, i scored 4 touchdowns :)
which IS really AWESOME :):)
after lunch we went to the theatre.
and we did our rehearsal and well someone offered to help me carry my table :)
which was actually quite sweet :)
the show was cool. they had a magic part where the magician made birds come out of no where on and on. he created a fire, which somehow extinguished itself, and a bird came out. preety phenomenal. then victor started rapping. which was really weird. and his brother was singing. i think that was preety interesting.
and then steve started beatboxing. which was interesting too.
and then OUR CLASS WAS ON.
we rocked the stage (at least i think we did)
and then the show ended.
went to pick my mom up
got a computer and clothes and a pair of shoes :)
and well i just took a shower. and im going to sleep soon.
HOLIDAY TOMORROW:D

MUSIC FESTIVAL SHOW TOMORROW :)
WOOTS !!!!
so exciting.
cant really wait. i mean my school has planned everything preety okay.
not halfass this time. which is good
and i played football. i just couldnt resist. and it is 6 20 and the sun is STILL up
SUMMER IS COMING. just waiting for it.
and someone loves me. O.o
nice feeling. although the person I like doesnt like me. i think.
sigh. life is so unfair and drama-y that is why my life is soooo normal. and average.
nothing special just another middle schooler living life.
LIFE IS AWESOME :)
currently watching - greek
currently listening- Ave Mary A - Pink
:):)

color of blood
well today is same old same old.
english was preety darn awesome :). we were talking about words that are suppose to rhyme but they dont. and ough has 9 different pronounciation ways.
though
through
rough
thought
weird eh? there are A LOT more. which are REALLY fascinating. like how done and bun rhymes but bone and pun doesnt rhyme.
funny right? and REALLY fascinating.
and today during lunch i sucked at football.
im going to go on football probation. so ill watch and learn
learn some few tricks
and play again
MUSIC SHOW COMING UP.
hope it would be fun

teehees.
my dad is STILL not back. and my mom is coming back in 3 days. my heart is just screaming with joy :). my dad said on friday he was coming back on sat. on sat he said sunday. on sunday he said today. today he said tomorrow. oh well. music festival day show thingy is coming up. and i am SOOOO not ready to hit tables and hold up books and jump on tables. and sit like a girl on a table. sigh. oh well. thank god im not in the first row. THIRD ROW :D. second last row. well they added another row. for 1 person. so its like a one person row. HOW FASCINATING.
oh well. i have no hwk today.
AND IM DOING A LAB TOMORROW :)
havent done one since. FOREVER.
oh well. tomorrow would be awesome.
thursday would be awesome-er. cause there are some fascinating acts. by some fascinating people. which would be worth watching.
NICE WEEK NICE WEEK.
and im getting my mom back. ('ve said that already)
and a lot of clothes :)
shoes :):)
and a computer :):):)
THIS WEEK COULD NOT GET ANY BETTER. woo hoo me.

:)
miss opt.

well this post is well.. for him.
im just regretting i knew him in the first place.
and annoying him after he start ignoring me.
then he posted that he was single on facebook.
and every post to him on facebook from me, that concerns this relationship or whatever that was. he delete. i mean. he's such a jerk. but i like him A LOT. and i dont know why i cant stop liking him. i mean I DIDNT SLEEP AT NIGHT just to wait to talk to him. to adjust the time difference. and i cant take another day of him ignoring me. im not THAT annoying am i? i regret liking him in sis. i regret saying yes to him when he said he liked me back. those few months, were really great. oh well. i mean there are 11 guys waiting for me. but i just want him. im just in the same situation as one of the guys that likes me. he likes me but i rejected him. i guess its the same with HIM. anyways. i wish him luck with his life. and well i just wasted a few months for being happy. i sigh.
and i wish he didnt think i was annoying
or even think about it.
oh well.
im gonna sleep its WAYYY past my bedtime.
(I DONT HAVE ONE) haha.
oh well. today is his day. and i hope he enjoys it. well its over, over at his CONTINENT.
Night y'all.
Hope tomorrow would be nice and happy.

WHAT A SUNNY DAY.
for a while i thought it was a perfect day for a date.
cause well i went to where a lot of people have dates oh well.
its okay if you guys dont understand what im talking about.

so i woke up at 9 am. cause i slept at 1 am. after talking to some people.
and i went to piano and flute class. preetay okay. have no classes next week :)
and afterwards i decided to walk over to portman to do some grocery shopping.
bought a big pack of juice. 3 cans of soft drinks, snapple :D, and TONS of delicious candy.
and i came home for lunch. for lunch i had this nasty fried noodles. had half, flushed half away. and cooked instant noodles. how awesome.
and cruel.
oh well.
im waiting for a certain someone to call.
cause the certain someone usually calls me on sunday afternoons. (weird eh)
oh well.

and for this weekend, i've been watching "everybody hates chris" which is okay. not that funny but better than nothing. i wish my korean cable worked. i WANT to watch korean tv. they have the music show thing on. RIGHT NOW. i want to listen to korean music.
another news : MY MOM IS COMING ON THE 30TH. WOO HOO. AND SHE IS CURRENTLY SHOPPING FOR ME :D. SO HAPPY AND GLAD :D. she's getting me t-shirts and dresses and shoes :D. she told me she already bought me a pair of gold flats. better than having 3 pairs of black flats. THAT LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME. but one is SUPER small. one is SUPER big. haha. so excited. THIS WEEK WAS AWESOME. apart from the things that happened on friday. i mean playing with friends at school is preety fun. hugging each other. and it makes people jealous. which is nice to watch. nice to see how many people likes me, how many cares for me.
life is just going great.
miss optimistic. :)

grey. thats what that word says.
stands for gloomy
sad
depressed
and greys anatomy
well today i watched a lot of greys anatomy.
that is some strong drama.
i mean IZZIE has CANCER?!?!??!
hope she doesnt suddenly die.
sigh.. oh well
today was a preety sunny day but there wasnt much to do
all i did was my french test thingy
and im going to class for 10-12 year olds
how fascinating
oh welll. better than with 8 year olds. haha
i am sooo darn bored now.
all im doing now is talking to dav on msn and crystal on the phone
oh wellllllll. sighsigh. well i finished watching all of greys anatomy until season 5 episode 20. which was preety good and dramatic. the episode with the guy with half a face was really creepy. and the part where you saw lexie taking the face off the dead person was creepy. YOU COULD SEE THE PERSON'S SCULL which was realllly weird and unnessecary.
ill be back.

i cant believe im just wasting my life away.
after watching greys anatomy,
i've noticed, today im thirteen
tomorrow im thirtyone.
today im young
tomorrow im old
i will have a loved one someday
that would learn to lose me.
life is too short
i have to make the most out of it.
im scared
i dont want to die.
"We born, we live, we die"

well today was preety great. apart from the rainy weather.
i cant believe what a guy is willing to do because of ME.
just sooo sweet.
oh well. im starting to think whether him/they deserve me. im not that great, am i?
oh well. i have a French school enrolling thing tomorrow. hopefully ill do well and start french at a HARD level. it would be embarassing if i started at the beginners course after 2 years. haha. oh well i have tons of hwks. and i better get crackin'
but i rather do my hwk tomorrow. ill just listen to music and watch tv for now.

another fun thing of today : the hugging part. (well part of it) some was just perverted.
sooo gross. dont want to talk about it. oh well i mean that was just a tiny small part.
and it was preety embarassing. oh well. as long as they got a laugh out of it. and i hugged some of the people that i wanted. and i had fun winning :D.

Im back.. just watched 3 hours worth of amazing race. which is not bad.
but a waste of time and eyesight.
oh well. 9 59 pm.
and im gonna sleepsoon.
and im listening to kick-ass music :D.
and i cant wait for school tomorrow!. (im weird)
but its a friday. double :(
school days are more interesting than weekends or holidays.
YOU DIE OF BOREDOM.
oh well..
look at the time. 10:00
10:01.
im slow at typing now.
im just SLOWLY dosing off.
and well i dont want to. i rather post on my blog
but the only thing i want right now. is more people in my class. 9???!@?!?!#?@!?$
is not enough. look at the 7th grade class. 14-15 people. sigh. i mean combined we would be a normal class. oh well. next year.
and i wish i could go to europe for the summer.
well i guess ill sleep.

Jen is a delightful entertaining humane person.

~I never thought that I had anymore to give.
Pushing me so far, here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost
mistakes we have made
everything will change
but love remains the same.
{Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale}



woahs again. i got 11 people liking me at this moment i guess
preety weird eh?
and well im good at football right now. teehees.
i got a ball and almost made touchdown. and made a touchdown another time.
yay me..
and im done with hwk.
AND I HAVE DELICIOUS DINNER.
getting ready to become fat.
clearing space.
and btw. someone almost kissed me today. O.O
thank god.
for TODAY.
might happen tomorrow.
the daring game is getting scary. i mean hugging is fine. but KISSING?
and i never agreed.
MAN WHORE. haha
oh well. hope tomorrow will be a nice day. since it would rain.

<3s Davena Sydney Britts(:D) Ann
missoptimistic

Heys. well i just washed my hair AGAIN.
didnt wash it clean enough last night.
and im borderline pissed.
oh well. i hope school would be preety cool today.
and a lot of new fun stuff would happen.
and that i would score MORE touchdowns :D:D.
blahblahblah
miss optimistic :)

O.O
is all i have to say today.
well guy count = 11.
O.O
unbelievable much?
oh well. doing science hwk. today rocked. and sucked.
well weiwei lost 108 yuan. SOMEONE STOLE IT.
another "O.O"
and i scored not only 1 touchdown,
not 2,
but 3. !!!. O.O i know once again.
well but i only scored touchdowns. that's it.
and. well. ROCKPAPERSCISSORS HUGGING GAME. teehees.
and well im sort of speechless at this point.
cant write in COMPLETE sentences. (thinks of B.)
gay people everywhere.
perverts EVERYWHERE.
stalkers E V E R Y W H E R E
O.O
oh well. i hope tomorrow would be much better.
and well American Idol tonight.
tune in at 6/7 PM Starworld.
and i can totally be a commercial person :D
WHERE IS MY MONEY.
oh well. im gonna do some homework.
O.O

woo hoo for colors.
and i am in <3 with skechers and dresses.
my mom just ordered a shirt online for me :D>
and shoes.
gahhh.
summer is approaching.
need to get ready :D

Im going with old school grey today.
so well my leg is tanned but my foot isnt.
so black and white.
sighs looks sooo weird.
and well addition to people liking me
Crushes:9
sigh.

oh well
my dad went to beijing AGAIN
FREEDOM AT LAST after 2 days.
haha.
and well i have a stack of candy in front waiting for me to eat
"EAT ME EAT ME"
they cry

and today i read an interesting book about dealing with your own life.
one ways is optimism
another way is think everything is a buffet
and a lot more
quite interesting.
even offers relationship advice. O.o
and I PLAYED FOOTBALL TODAY.
but i didnt score a touchdown.
3/5 again.
and tomorrow im gonna wear preety shoes.
and hopefully preety clothes. :D.
and A HOMEWORKLESS DAY !!! WOO HOO :D

well i just noticed. THERE ARE A LOT I HAVENT WROTE YET.
one gross thing is that i have a beeping dot thing on my eye.
bleugh.
and my school sucks. half ass school.
they got as workbooks to go with textbooks, but they didnt buy us the TEXTBOOKS.
weirdos and retards.
oh well.

just had dinner. and watched a lot of the GREEK tv show. which is preety awesome.
dramatic but not too over dramatic :D.
and after that.
i am happy im leading such an okay life.
:)
smile.
miss optimistic :)

well today was abnormal.
haha.
well it was also preety SPORTastic.
:D.
played football during lunch
basketball during P.E
golf during CCA
Sportastic huh?
haha.

well something smells sooo good right now. I WONDER WHAT.
and another weird thing today.
i didd really preety well on football today. and my middlefinger is still alive.
i think im rocking hard on football :)
life is preety awesome
and fun.
and I HAVE NO HWK TODAY :D
WOO-HOO ME :D:D

well i just took a facebook name analyzer thing and im.
YUMMY?!?! a joker??? noble noble??? noble 2? haha
and im enlightened.
sound sooo FANCY :D.
teehees.
i just finished dinner. and it is 8. one our of dinner.
how fascinating.
and i am mean. MR.BRIDESMAID. (you know who you are)
I saw you in a dresss. during my failed MARRIAGE..
ended up you married victor. you gay couple.
I NEVER KNEW YOU HAD A SECRET AFFAIR. :O
telling everyone tomorrow.
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT :D
teehee.
i like spreading rumors.
but i am not a guyanizer. but it is better than being a WHORE. WHICH IM NOT.
NOT MY FAULT YOU guys like me.
so guyanizer suits me better.
but if you call me a guyanizer, you are a malewhore or a prostitute or a maleslut.
so you guysshould just give up and shut up.
YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME.
MUHAHAHAHA
(lets out an evil laughter)

P.s = i trashed 4 guys there. :D. muhaha. im evil.

and i just noticed blogspots time is the us time. so all the posts i've written today is under yesterday. so for all you readers, read yesterday's one.
well the beginning part of it.
and well i just realized i havent done my math hwk
ill just fake it. and act as if i dont know a single question.
im a good actress. haha.
one time i faked that i fainted.
and the teacher actually believed that i fainted.
douchebag.
haha. i like that word. "douchebag"
and well right now, i totally <3 truth or dare.
or just daring people, and letting people dare me.
its just fun.
and i also like rock paper scissor lizard spock.
from the big bang theory.
really confusing but fun.
but ill get a hang of it sooner or later :)

Pink again :D.
well i love Love remains the same by Gavin Rosdale
Well word. hope it does . :D.
and school tomorrow.
first time of playing golf in a LONG time.
and hopefully football. without crushing my finger
and im gonna start playing flute tomorrow
seriously "everything will change, and love will remain the same"
life preety much is really sweet.
and is totally worth living for i guess :D.
smiles :D.

Miss Optimistic :)

i just got back from the grocery shop.
i went to like 3 of them. same names.
there is lianhua hualian lianhua. i mean funny how they are different chain supermarkets but they have reversed same names. what idiots.
so i bought candy juice powder (TANG) and icetea powder thingy.
and the weather today : drizzly with small rain
what is irrritating me at the moment : my ayi
she kept on screaming the whole way.
first she went on about the dogs and started talking REALLY loudly. people weere STARING.
and then she started laughing for no reason. AT HER OWN JOKES. and at the supermarket, she was screaming in the AISLES going "Jenny, WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR??? IS IT THIS ONE? WHERE ARE YOU GOING?? COMEBACK? DO YOU HAVE ENOUGH MONEY." and her tone. was SUPER loud. i mean people were REALLY STARING AT HER as if she is a monster (which she is) and on the way back, she started laughing for no friggen reason.

back to what im suppose to talk about.
the roads here are creepy.
my ayi walks on the road. and i almost got hit by a motorcycle.
AND THE CROSS THE ROAD AT RED LIGHT>
SOME COMMON SENCE PEOPLE???

hello. good morning people. its 11 13 am. and it is sunday
my sunday started off at 9 33 am. since i slept at 1 am.
waiting for SOMEONE to go online. which did like 10 minutes after i went off.
haha.

and im going to go grocery shopping right now with my ayi. but she is tooo busy killing my dog. which pooed the minute we left. sighs. and well my life at this point is preety fascinating. and it is TOTALLY worth living for at least i think it is :D.
and from now on, im gonna be miss optimistic.
so all you bloggers better start calling me that. haha.
well gonna go now.

Signed,

Miss Optimistic
:D

Well this afternoon was quite pleasing.

from now on all my posts would be in all sorts of colors. or the colors i mainly like. pink and blue. it somehow brightens my day up :D
after an afternoon of weird chatting and a long tv time.
im finally bored at 10:10 pm. (SHANGHAI)
and well tomorrow is sunday.
im gonna take a long bath in the morning
go grocery shopping
chat online
watch tv
listen to music
and wait for my dad to come home :)
but i think this week has been a great awesome week. had my second best day of life on thursday and yesterday was basically movie day.
watched monsters versus aliens and the truman show.
well life is preety great.
and im being CRAZY happy about everything. and i hope to keep that way. but be less nice.
enough with my smiling. have disgusting teeth and i have a white thihngy on my lip. so it hurts when i smile. i think i deserve it? for being happy about everything.
even failing math.
being scolded by teachers all over again
oh well.

and one crazy habit i noticed about chinese chinese people is that they never smile in their pictures. they just give a seriously dull face. and "click" a lame picture comes out.
waste of cameras.
"I've BEEN to the great wall! it was so fun!!"
"you didnt look like you had any fun"
you see my dilemma?
haha
:D.

I chose to be pink.
What a beautiful sunny day
i woke up at 8:08 am. it was sunny and bright.
i had macdonalds for breakfast
for lunch i had sticky rice
for snack i had macdonalds.
and im getting fat.
but i like the macdonald smoothies. they are preety good.
and i watched tv. THE WHOLE DAY.

but in the morning i went out to buy newspaper to read.
and i did an attempt to read twilight. it worked. read quite a bit
and well i think the middle is more interesting than the start.
oh well.
tomorrow there is going to be rain. just POURING from the sky
and well my hand is fully healing. and im glad.
and well guy count is still 7.
might be 8 sooner or later.
who knows.
life is full of surprises.
Word.

Well it's almost 6 pm and there is still beautiful sunshine.
i mean the sunset these few day are sooo romantical.
and its all sunny these few days.
i hope happy things happen these few day :D.
Love love love
oh well. i mean life is preety great. knowing the truth about some people
and you people know who you are.

life is just nice. and im just a REALLY happy person.
and happy things just keep coming and coming. on and on
its good to be optimistic and positive. thats where people get there.
so... whats in store for me tommorow?

weird mes'

Today rocks
a lot.
thats all that is needed to be said. the rest can fill for itself.
school rocked.
we went on a field trip to shanghai oriental green garden.
SO effin fun :D.
well at the beginning of the trip on the way there we played cards and had A LOT OF FUN :D.
when i got there. i first followed weiwei benjamin oliver math teacher mr reeves and mr clancy.
but in the end weiwei oliver and the math teacher left.
leaving the rest. then we saw another teacher. and we went to somewhere called the "fun bridges" which was REALLY fun :D
Some pics of fun bridges.





Im the girl in grey. (give away to my identity) teachers, and benjamin c.

by the seaside



afterwards we just walked around in circles. then me and benjamin c. decided to ditch the teachers to look for weiwei. which we didnt. i think i lost weight today. i walked the whole day and didnt even eat lunch. bleugh..

but then we went to the sea side which was BEAUTIFUL. that place is just sooo beautiful.
dont know why SOMEONE says that place is uber boring. it is uber fun in my opininion. wanna go there again. and i was on an aircraft carrier :D. AWSOME EH??
And while looking for weiwei i walked through like bamboo island or avenue something which rocked like a lot. And the seaside aread Moon bay was GORGEOUS. it really looked like a moon.

then we had to go back to the main gate to meet up with everyone. and we ended up playing football there. first time of football after a LONG TIME of casted hand. only caught 1 ball out of like 10. preety okay already.. i want to go there again.but i bet that place would be so beautiful and romantic during sunset. sighs. and well i sort of got heartbroken today. i finally know what the real "awful truth" of my life is. sighhhs. cause well the guys and girls were playing truth or dare in groups. girls with girls guys with guys. and well we hugged a lot. and someone kissed someone :O i hugged quite a lot. and quite a lot hugged me. but well none of them were THAT special. But in the end it got preety weird. cause like we hugged each other sooo many times. and the dares my teacher makes up are really crazzy. one example
"Push jenny onto her chair for 10 seconds" WHAT THE HELL. haha. and the girls had to hug guys for 10 seconds straight. and i hugged like.6 guys. including aaron. ewww.
the rest were acceptable to hug. but nahhhh.. i wish tomorrow would rock because well it is movie day. i wonder if any crazy new rumor is going to be spread about me. who knows school is weird. but it kinda rocks in a weird way
ps. note to ben d. : i am not a guyanizer. thank you very much.
A picture of the craziest moment on the bus. and the view of the moonbay.
Crazyness.

Moonbay


and i personally think today is the second best day of my life. or third. anyways you know what i mean.

it just rocked.

blahblahblah~
life is preety awesome. lardidahdah
anyways i hope field trip rocks..

yay exams are over :D but the scores suck
is there such thing as a straight bs student?
well thats me.
guy count : 7
:o
surprising huh?
weird. not gonna name names.
im nice.
gonna keep it like that.
tomorrow field trip :D.
gonna take a LOT of pics
HOPE IT ROCKS :D:D

exams suck... i failed math. dont know how to tell family.
sigghhhh...
oh well life is preety great itself
but EXAMS SUCK.
its ending tomorrow
hope thursday would be a great happy day ::D:D::D

oh well stupid of me to talk to the person who blocked me
and i have exams tomorrow. i guesss ill just fail chinese and math
oh well moving on with life. i have a human stalker... bleugh.
eww him..
and i got 86 for english today :D:D.
and im just being ditched all over again..
guy after guy.
3 today already. how nice.

Well i have exams next week.
what a downner. studied for 4-5 hours today and still not enough
ready for everything except for chinese and math
and no one else is liking me.

well that week is over. hopefully next week would be a happy one :D
hope i do well on exams :D

I personally heart CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES :D:D.
it is DA BOMB. oh well. i got scolded by my mom in korea through msn
for "staying up" so late. i just cant sleep. and i already switched my computer on and off 5 times.

Anyways. back to my life.
Well guy number6, aparently is from the local side. i havent seen his face. but i heard that he is quite good looking. oh well. ill see for myself on monday. :D but why do they all like me. WHAT DO THEY SEE IN ME? i might be a tad too nice.
i should start changing it. before the guy thing goes crazy.
AHhhhhh!

Wow. Sis is also a drama school.
Its all different now.
i feel like joining the drama.
but im in one.
oh well. guy count still 6. wonder if there would be a new guy...
oh well.
i miss hongkong.
all my friends.
even my enemies, i miss.
my birthplace, my the place where my life started.
Sis the school where i existed, where i came alive.
is slowly starting to fade away.
i wonder what happens next.

My freewrite poem :D.

Just noticed a lot ofpeople's bdays are in April.
the birth month of a lot.

oh well. i have exams next week. and the fun part is, monday, i dont have to write. i just say the answers out loud to my teacher :D. but i want my cast off. a lot i can do without it.
sighs.
i miss my friends
i miss sis.
i miss hongkong

Bleugh.
guy count :6 Crap
someone just photoshopped me to fat.
Bleugh crap ewww i look fat.
POPTART TIME :D. MILK TEA AND POP TARTS = PERFECTION :D

Hey bloggers. Long time no talk. J, here.
Well another guy likes me. im a guy magnet.
ITS OFFICIAL :D.
and i rejected him. today, i wore a collar shirt for the first time to school.
it was preety nice. but today was hot as hell.
im not going to post a lot these day, have exams next week.
and a stinky hand. which needs ANOTHER week to heal. its fine already. geeesh.
and my life is full of guys :P a guy after another.
yesterday a friend told me a guy over the local school a guy has a crush on me.
and well wants my number. :D. and im not giving it to him :D.
he can want my number as much as he wants. he's not getting it.
Crushes count : 5.
well. what can i do. im nice. but one thing im not is PREETY.
i cant tolerate the fact that guys think im preety. Im not.

Bleugh. life is okay. i wish it would be better.
the only guy i like, doesnt like me anymore.
he used to like me. i had my chance. i destroyed it.
now, we're far apart. i might not see him ever again. all up to fate.
but i really do like him.

Lyrics by The fray - You found me.



I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"

Where were you when everything was falling apart?
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want!

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

Why'd you have to wait to find me, to find me?
sighs.

Had preety good singaporean food for lunch today. quite good.
this is the hainan chicken rice i had the last time which was good

and this is the restaurant.


i had nothing big to do today. just stayed home
and watched GOSSIP GIRL and PROJECT RUNWAY :D.

my greatgrandfather hasa wikipedia page. how cool is that. i dont :(. sooo sad. but that is so effin cool.

Today was wacky.
i am a little drunk. well a lot of people were drunk
2 were escpecially drunk. well it was preety fun.
and. someone likes me.i think.

well today is TOMBSWEEPINGDAY.
very dark and gloomy.
just Pouring Rain
but the party wasnt that bad. i didint eat that much.
just french fries.
6 hours went really quickly. i wish i stayed there to watch a movie. and see who sits next to me. and puts their arm around me. i wish weiwei was here. i miss her, miss my mommy. :P

hopefully i'll sleep well tonight. gonna watch twilight. hopefully it is not scary at all. and i just found out. i live really near pudong :D so i can go to parties faster and easier. :D:D
today was preety great. but i smell like shit.

well there is no school today :D. and im watching wMake me a supermodel. and my dad just ordered kfc. and im drinking ICE TEA :D love my life now. and i have richard ane emi's party tomorrow. and i already bought their presents.

TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE SOSOSOSOSOSO AWESOME.

But the weird part today is that there are a lot of creepy things going around this cruel cruel world. oh well. im glad im safe. TTOMORROW COME!!! :D:D. so excited..... :D:D:D
And i finished my movie's essay. it was a preety good movie "One flew over the cuckoo's nest" i wonder if the book was any better???

Gettin bored. and i still have my cast on. i still have 2 days to go..
SOOOO LONG. smelly hand. :D

today was awesome. apart from that the school would not let me take the cast off. WHAT THE HELL. midterms are COMING. and im not ready. and i cant take a test with my left hand. Oh well. and today, GAGA sucked on American Idol. STUPID HAIR,STUPID OUTFIT. BE NORMAL JUST FOR ONCE. u have great songs.

and i have richard and emi's party on saturday. Dont feel like buying richard a present. dont know what he wants. and the most i can buy is nail polish. :D. btw there is no school tomorrow. HOW AWESOME :D. but i have a terrible cold. still sneezing like there is no tomorrow.

and day 2 with my ipod :D. life is going great this week!

GOT MY IPOD BACK. WOOOO HOO.
and i have a new digital photoframe/movie/music player thing. awesome :D
and i have a party to go to on sat. a lot of people goin.... it would be funny if i didnt have a present. well this week is going GOOD :D:D and im still in love with kelly clarkson.

American i dol right now. still dont know any of the songs. BLEUGH