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Mistique
Hello. i love Strawberry kiwi juice and i am a very random optimistic happy person. "you're a grown up now" Mydad. Maybe i am, maybe im not. i could be a immature selfish moron. or maybe even a bitch. you never know. ill just let life lead me. instead of leading my own life. Dont mess with mother nature. missoptimistic.

Myself
Hi. im j. my name might not ever be revealed.

My talk.

My lovelies.
WeiWei
Ashley T.
Davena <3
Pauline
Brittany/Barbie <3
LuLu
Pauline
My thankyous.
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Long time...

Hey bloggers. Long time no talk. J, here.
Well another guy likes me. im a guy magnet.
ITS OFFICIAL :D.
and i rejected him. today, i wore a collar shirt for the first time to school.
it was preety nice. but today was hot as hell.
im not going to post a lot these day, have exams next week.
and a stinky hand. which needs ANOTHER week to heal. its fine already. geeesh.
and my life is full of guys :P a guy after another.
yesterday a friend told me a guy over the local school a guy has a crush on me.
and well wants my number. :D. and im not giving it to him :D.
he can want my number as much as he wants. he's not getting it.
Crushes count : 5.
well. what can i do. im nice. but one thing im not is PREETY.
i cant tolerate the fact that guys think im preety. Im not.

Bleugh. life is okay. i wish it would be better.
the only guy i like, doesnt like me anymore.
he used to like me. i had my chance. i destroyed it.
now, we're far apart. i might not see him ever again. all up to fate.
but i really do like him.

Lyrics by The fray - You found me.



I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"

Where were you when everything was falling apart?
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want!

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

Why'd you have to wait to find me, to find me?
sighs.
2:55 AM